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a hurry this time ...

Hello to tuttiiiii! = D Cause
small unexpected departure for the island of Elba has been postponed until tomorrow. Unfortunately, returning from the trek was a succession of things to do (and problemini to be resolved), and so I failed to update the blog.
I wanted to tell you all about trekking, a wonderful experience, over 40 km of tough climbs and descents even more difficult, surrounded by a nature that is breathtaking. Me, my all, I felt one with everything around that world. Beautiful. Two years had passed since the last tekking more days, but do not let many pass before the next!

E 'was a joy to connect and read, I read avidly and comments that the new post and I felt at home. Not be able to leave comments, however, and I'm very sorry (I have to ask Kathy to give me a course of organization, because she always manages to comment on all making us feel his love, and I wonder: how the hell does? ^ ^).

I leave here a few words to people who have written to me and which does not have a blog where they can follow.

NINA thank you so much of the embrace, it is always so beautiful get one, even if virtual. I smile with you, yes. It 's over the age of ferocious cuts and pain, time has come that the smiles and joy ... And it was just around the corner! :)

ANNALISA do not know how pleased I did read you again, I had tears in my eyes! I'm sorry that your blog is no longer there, I felt close to us and we will reflect. However, I award you the Dardos I gave! =)
I hope that your courage is leading you to happiness you deserve, I hope so much!
A big hug, baby,

CARLO ANTONIO are convinced that things will not occur by chance and is not therefore an accident that has happened to you in my blog. Whatever led you here, I thank you! Your words came straight al'ombelico and "intrusive", I assure you, there was the slightest trace.
" Confirmation: You are all truly" beautiful people ", with lots of interior, which is humanity, sincere, heartfelt, and this undertaking, at least for me, spirituality means. That is not (necessarily) that. .. of the priests, but the desire of each of us, a creature of a Creator, to feel the Infinite. the Absolute. "
The desire to feel the infinite, to finally have an awareness of being part infinity.
Thanks Carlo Antonio. A big hug.




Now I end my suitcase while I continue to think about it.
When I solemnly promise to post photos of hiking and sea!


Good Life.
soon.


Kiara






important Postscript:
I read and agree immediately THIS POST Ondina.

Read it please, it's really important.

Again, we embrace.

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The trip to Norway this year has blown.
Not bad, I expect 5 days of hard trekking and wild in the mountains of Liguria and then island of Elba.
I wanted to pass by your blog, I talk with many of you in suspense and a lot to say, but unfortunately I made it!
Sunday and returned Tuesday apportionment bill passed by to greet you.
Thank you all for your comments, it's always nice to find a heart sank! =)
And thanks to those who pass and do not comment, it's just a great pleasure to be able to talk about and share.

not stop watering your seeds and let it grow, I will!

I embrace both.
And I love you.

Kiara

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In this blog I've never talked about numbers, weight and calories, or rather, I never made directly.
In my life, however, the numbers have played a key role.
Or maybe it would be more correct to say that the numbers have almost completely occupied my mind during the second half of my life.
were important numbers that I saw on the clock radio when I woke up, I assumed that those calories, the number of miles walked on the run, the tiles that walked into the kitchen when I entered, had a fucking pay attention to the numbers that appeared on the scales and those of my height squared to calculate a number of other unidentified as bmi.

not easy, after years of making calculations, change the mindset.

Yesterday I went to run and, while driving my 11 km in 65 minutes, I came naturally calculate the calories I was consuming and how much I could lose weight in a month saving tot calories a day .

The mind does this, it automatically and I must be able to stop her and bring her back to the here and now, what I'm doing with my life!

In this post, though, I decided to give a little 'space at the numbers, taking them off dall'angolino of mind where I placed them (though organizations to continue their raids around the gray matter) and let them vent here .
Also because I find it really interesting how, in my life, the numbers that I wanted to achieve I have stubbornly brought the apex of misery.

Let's see ... where to start?

begin with the stature that is the one that has remained more stable ...

Height: 1.74 m


reached minimum weight: 4 9 kg
lowest BMI: 16.1
weight reached: 69 kg
highest BMI: 22.7

current weight?
I do not know exactly but it should be around 61 and then bmi will be approximately 20.01


(I admit, I want to delete is already being the post, but there is a purpose!)


I'd like to document all the way with pictures but I have always been very elusive, and so there are few photos I have available (and the weight decreased , I agreed to take less photos! Again, this is very interesting ..)

start with a picture to the heavyweights ..

was a dinner with some 'friends (carnival 2004), I was distributing the potato gateau (which is a dish that I love to cook =)), wrist The elegant left-wing to cover the cuts ...

This

me hano taken before dinner while the kitchen and a friend of mine put the mozzarella on pizza. I think it is tragicomic: funny to see but sad when I think of who knows what thoughts passed through my mind ...

Of the minimum weights I have not found any photos, all photos of that time, I have done to others, never appear!

But I found one year before coming to 49.

was the summer of 2007 I was recently married and I was in Sicily with the hubby:

Here I was about 57 kg.

The summer after I got to weigh 8 less.

Even though I do not understand how I could weigh so little. Without any photos to prove it are forced to oscillate between the facts of reality (the weight and the clothes I used to put tiny) and the memory of my perceptions that they were telling me that I was horribly fat and unworthy.

much fat and unworthy to deserve this:

(The following photos are a bit 'strong)

They just go back to the summer of 2008

cuts.

gash in my body to try to leave out what the numbers wanted silence.

Why the numbers do not erase the pain, the numbers can not fill the gap, to stem the fear.

numbers crammed into the head feed the obsession with darkness!

Only life can bring the light and, through love, make sense pain to fill the gap and sweep away the fear.

And the scars remain, but the wounds heal. Always.

These are today's 9 August 2010 . (The scratch that you see me in the middle of the arm were made yesterday, by mistake! ^ ^).

Before I looked in the mirror and saw I started with the mental on my belly, my thighs and my butt. This automatism have not yet managed to dismantle it. But now is different loooong!

Now I do not suffer beyond belief while I look, I can not breathe. I do not need to cry and scream, to slap with violence, to cut my arms.

Now even if I complain, I can get up and do this:

=)

(This is in direct)

But especially now I have my life back! I have the reins and I discovered that, in fact, it's always been like that! I just do not know. Or maybe it was just more convenient to think of being at the mercy of a monster.

Monsters exist, but we are always able to deal with them.

And we can be happy now, now! Without makeup and without masks.

(Now)

I greet you with a brief history.

A young man dreamed of entering a large store.

to be made from behind the counter there was an angel.

"What do you sell here?" Asked the young man.

" All you want ," kindly replied the angel.

The young man began to list " I would like to end all wars in the world,

justice for the exploited, tolerance and generosity, more love in families,

more work, more community e. .. e.. .. "

Angel interrupted him: " I'm sorry, sir. You misunderstood me.

We do not sell fruit, we only sell seeds .

Your soul is which are sown in a garden businesses and larger values.

let them grow?

Love, Kiara

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The Little Prince - Part Two

At the fifth attempt (including phones that play music, camera and everything that goes' others) are able to record the second episode!

In the previous episode I found the comment to me that Tweety says:

"Usually we read to themselves or a loved one. You read to a hypothetical listener. But you get lonely or need to take center stage? "


My answer was:


Hello Tweety,
I often read to other people, be they friends, or work with children, it happened , people who do not know. Every time I take pleasure from this very strong moment for me and I am happy to share when it is so for others (I know it's not your case:)).
This time I read it for a very dear person to whom I promised this video but I could read with pleasure and love, for anyone who would listen.

soon,
Clare.


next few days I did a lot of considerations about the comment of Tweety and I must say that they are born really interesting ideas that deserve a place of reflection!
The conclusion that cheered me most was that I finally protagonist of my life and I am glad of it. =)
I think we all need a "protagonist" (without the mania!) And we should all meet this need!
Thanks Tweety.




Here's the video:

With Love.

Kiara

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troooppo'm happy! Today
hano finished painting the house, tomorrow I will mount the kitchen and then there are only details such as the skirting but I can begin to bring in my stuff and live in my home like new!

I'm happy because in this part of the house that I renovated there's so much to me! I hated
more as it was before, I could not stand the kitchen that has seen the birth of my fierce bulimia (I live in the house where a young girl I lived with my parents).

We threw down the walls that divided the space into three (kitchen, living room, hallway) and we did an open space where the kitchen will be where previously there was room and vice versa.
The kitchen is an island with stove and sink in the middle of the room looking toward the door. Now I show you how

become (still no kitchen) ...

the kitchen will be where there are pipes ..

closed the door opens onto the bedroom, that open onto the garden behind.

front of the columns there will be room ..

here we see the French window overlooking the kitchen, next to the front door ..

in this and the next, however, one sees the glass door of the room, watching from the kitchen in the first and second columns in the ..

The latter is equal to the first but made a couple of hours later with a different light.

E V V I V A I C O L O R I ! ! !

(hooray dare)

I'll post pictures soon, with the kitchen: )

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... I remember a particularly pleasant day!

E eee S ssss A aaaaaa M mmmmmm E eeeeeeee ! !!

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mah sweet home ...

Today I recorded the second episode of the Little Prince but I was sleepy and it came out a foul crap!
replicate in the coming days. =)


Today I reflected on my next life ... I'm terrified of being reborn male!
not want to be disrespectful to the boys, but how do you live as a man after being women??
It 's true that we hardly remember our past lives ...

Okay, my spirit decide to go where it goes right ...

Good evening!

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read together? The Little Prince

fattaaaaaa I have it! At
NINTH attempt and after three hours and a half (!) Loading the video here!

sorry face and hair undone by crazy!
In the next video I put on makeup and comb *.*

A ABBRACCIOOO!